Monday, January 17th, 2005
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11:03 pm - If I Die, The Dyings Over,If I Live, The Dyings Just Beagan....
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I feel sick, I think I am dying.
I hate feeling this way, I wnat to sleep but I can't.But its ok because friday I get to go to San Antonio with Ingrid. But you know what sucks, German is leaving again (or he just wants me to fuck off and leave him alone, so he lied and is really staying, but I pefer to go with "He has a soccer ternament and has to leave town)
This Aqua Teen Huger Foce episode reminds me of Shea. (I love how I go from writing about one boy to another)
Sorry to Eron for the long ass pointless story, that is why I should not talk to Chance.
I have to go home and atenpt to sleep, even dthought I won't be able to.....
current mood:  blank
current music: Aqua Teen Huger Force
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5:32 pm
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5:15 pm - We'll Always Have Paris....
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So, I burned myslef on a car lighter again,fuck. How can you do something like that more than once?
Wow, I'm only 15 and about to get kicked out of one of my PSEUDO home, what am I to do?
Oh well, I geuss we'll always have Paris....
current mood:  cheerful
current music: The Winnie The Pooh Song, don't aks, It sucks....
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Sunday, January 16th, 2005
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1:55 pm - germans talk loud when they're on the phone....
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I am still pissed off about the party....
Ingy and I went on an adventure last night, we decided Thomas will see america as the following......
We`pick German up from soccer practic, he gets in the car, and ingy explans the situation of the evening,
"Sorry lttle Tommy,but all we have for dinner tonight is a cube of chesse and and a peperoini (that we stole) and we have to devide it between me, you, my make out buddy John,my room mate Bernie, bernies boyfriend Rainer,my other room mate Chrissy, her boyfriend Phylo,the annoying girl from down the street, the drunk guy,(jason) and the dog"
poor little Tommy....
current mood:  hungry
current music: running water (germans takng a shower)
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Friday, January 14th, 2005
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2:56 pm
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I want to get an emo haircut,just because...
but don't worry, I don't think I could pull it off anyway.I hope that in my past life,when I was a boy I was all emo core and had an emo hair cut.If I ever have kids I'll make them get eom hair cuts, thats the only opption...
current mood:  dorky
current music: semi sonic (the one about Ingrid)
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11:15 am - Hope Is Just A Rope That I Hang Myslef With....
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The show last night was awesome!!! It was the best show I've been to in a long time.I came home smelling like cool, and my dad got all uber pissy core, oh well.My dads subing my class today, it sounds like it would suck but all we do when he subs is sit around and play on the computer, it rocks my face off! I'm going to see Amanda today.(yay)
Ummmmmm.... I like talking to Rain on the phone.
current mood: cheerful
current music: Her Space Holiday
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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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7:06 pm - "I Trust In What I Don't See....Thats Why I'm An Atheist" ---Bernie
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So, I'm at skool today, and I'm sitting in my science class, reading the emo book, because we aren't doing anything yet (my teacher was still trying to get her shit together) and all of a sudden, it hit me......
I Understand Punk Rock...
But please don't ask me to explain it....you just can't.
My moms coming with me to the show with me tonite,its gonna be awesome....
current mood: nerdy
current music: Fantasia 2000
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Monday, January 10th, 2005
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5:49 pm
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Sunday, January 9th, 2005
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5:38 pm
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Its post christmas....
So, Merry Post Chrisrmas!
Ingrid and I just acidently stole a block of chesse and a party tray......
sorry Walmart, but that what happends when people like Ingrid and I decide to use the self checkout...there were 2 employes right next to us too, we didn't even notice until we were putting our stuff in the car.
John's back!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!
current mood:  hyper
current music: Troubled Hubble
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Saturday, January 8th, 2005
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10:36 pm
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Man, thank you guys.The party was amazing.When Javan was playing I was holding back tears, I love hearing him play.I was afrid it was just going to be a bunch of psequ friends, and what not....but it wasn't, it was great! So thanx....
The only thing that sucks is that Lauren has never met Thomas, and I'm always telling her about him, and she really wants to met him,and of course as soon as she left,Thomas came by.It sucked. But other than that....it rocked my face off.
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Back To The Future 2
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Thursday, January 6th, 2005
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5:50 pm
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I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
I Will Not Fry Oranges In Chrissy's Fry Daddy.
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5:44 pm - Wanna See A Picture Of My Friend Renee And One Of Her Husbands?
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Stupid French People and their stupid ways!
I need to better mange my time.
I miss J and B.
Why is Amanda busy today?
Everything sucks angain
i MIGHT GET TO SEE BRIGHT EYES.....MAYBE.....PROBALLY NOT.....BUT MAYBE...
current mood:  okay
current music: tHE pOPING oF tIN fOIL.....
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Monday, January 3rd, 2005
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6:37 pm
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I feel bad. I 've feel like I neglected Amanda, and that makes me sad.My dads a duce bag and that makes me sadder.And my mom hates me.And I have to write a stupid essay for no reason what so ever.And then I couldn't go to the mall to hug the Adain guy at Journeys and pick up M. Jonh's christmas present.Last night I had my grandmother take me to Dosh and Jon's, because you can never be sad there, but to my luck, no one was there.This year sucks ass.
current mood:  Emo core...
current music: Rap mates is playing on his computer
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Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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9:01 pm - When Your Nothing You're Still Something...
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Stupid Emo me!!!!!!!
I feel so alone, and empty, and guity.Why...I don't know.I feel like I've burned briges with everyone I know and love.I feel like I running away from someyting, always running, but I don't know what I'm running from.I shouldn't be allowed to be around normal people.Everyone is growing up, leaving, forgetting me...
Maybe I should just for get all this. I should be playing sports, putting on make-up, giggling about boys and whatever it is that 14 year old girls do. Not whatever it is I am doing.I should go home, but I don't want to, I feel like I don't have a home anymore.I need to get out of here, I love Lubbock but I need to go, for a little bit. So I can miss everything come back, and give everyone a hug.
The world has turned and left me here
Just where I was before you appeared.
And in your place an empty space
Has filled the void behind my face.
I just made love with your sweet memory,
One thousand times in my head.
You said you loved it more than ever,
You said.
You remain, turned away.
Turning further everyday.
I talked for hours to your wallet photograph
And you just listened.
You laughed enchanted by my intellect
Or maybe you didn't.
The world has turned and left me here (Do you believe what I sing now?)
Just where I was before you appeared. (Do you believe what I sing now?)
And in your place an empty space (Do you believe....)
Has filled the void behind my face. (....eeeve?)
Do you believe what I sing now? (x2)
Do you believe...eeeve?
current mood: lonely
current music: Me first and the gemmie gemmies
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12:36 am
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The time we made up a drinking game to Napoleon Dynamite?
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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11:47 pm - Rember When....(2)
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You showed up at my house and we watched the Labirtih?
You made me emo?
I slapped that stupid frech kid?
We went primal screaming and the creepy guy in the tuck followed us?
German and I went to your band's show?
We drove though Texas Tech screaming hail satan?
We drove though Cleburne screaming hail satan?
That time we went on a quest for happiness? (Ingrid)
That time we went on a quest for happiness? (Sheamus)
We cleaned my/our room?
The first time I played Pac Man?
We went on a quest for Indie Pop? (both times)
The first time you took me to J and B?
That time that girl puked on my shirt?
The last time I saw you?
The time I got a cell phone and people could find me?
The first time I went to your house?
The first time you told me you love me? (coming back from Ingy's,In front of Lowes?)
The time you called me a bitch?
The time I needed a hug, so I hunted you so I could get one from you?
The time you neeed a hug, so you hunted me down so you could get one from me?
The time we told the girl at the drive though at Mc donalds to hail satan?
I stayed at your house for a week?
The time we got into the drive-in for free?
The cops and the hobos?
The pot luck?
The other pot luck?
The party we went to?
The song Jason made up about my mom?
The time we missed our song?
Zirk and Dack?
The nigh I decided I loved you?
The night I decide you didn't love me?
The night I called you?
The day the "Javan Ix" hug was started?
The time you came home at 5 in the moring?
The time Felictia pissed me off?
You sucked at life?
I sucked at life?
The first time I went to your shift/show?
The "Find Jesus Campaine"?
The time we slept together?(Bernie)
The time we slept together?(Shea)
The time we slept together?(Erin)
The time we slept together?(German)
The time we slept together?(Felicita)
The time we went to the plam reader?
We almost stole her lawn oraments, but decied aginst it?(after all, she is a phyic)
The time we it all went to shit?
It all worked out?
We lost all our Boys?
Lost Boys Lane?
I wore my jacket when it was 89 degess outside?
The comentaty you made up for De Grassi?
It snowed?
I watch your house for you?
We found out that 14,000 Things To Be Happy About was not about 14,000 things to be happy about, but about us?
We saw Meet The Fockers and the frist part was all about ass fucking?
The time you went to the Vilent Femes concert and you called me so I could hear them too?
The time I figure out what "Blister In The Sun" was really about?
The time you said all my friends were pot heads?
"NO BENDER,YOU MAKE GOD CRY...."?
The crazy animae show with the cool fight senes?
The time I left an Emo message on your voice mail?
The GAINT moth that flew into you car that Fuck A Buch Of Monday we went to Tim and Jordan's?
You made me smile?
I made you cry?
I made you smile?
You made me cry?
"RAIN,RAIN,WHO SAID THAT"?
We went linen shopping like good lesbain lovers should?
Marcus and the song Gigantic?
The time we fucked up big time?
The time Jake and Sheamus wanted to give me a shot gun and the two of you fought over who was going to give it to me, but it didn't matter any way because I didn't let either if you?
The time you stared smoking?
The time you quit?
The time you started again?
The time I made a stupid list of my happy (and sad) thoughts that happend in 2004 (twice), God, what was I fucking thinking?
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11:39 pm
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Wow....it's funny. I spent the last night of 2004, much like I spent a most of it's nights.All emo core.Then a friend of something will come a long and make me un-emo for a little bit, go on a few adventures and what not have random people show up an have a few laughs...
CHRIST, WHAT A FUCKING GREAT YEAR.....
current mood: cheerful
current music: the twlight Zone
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9:43 pm - YEAH SO I 'M POSTING TOO, MUCH FUCK YOU!!!!!
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RANDOM QUESTION FOR THE NEW YEAR.....
When will I stop being such a bitch?
I wish I could get a hold of Javan some how, I need a hug.....
an uber good Javan hug.
Oh well, he's probally out drinking,smoking, an sleeping with some uber hot chick.
God...how can you not love him.
I had a drag of a cigertett, but don't worry, I didn't like it, only because I thought it'd be more exciting.
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9:32 pm - Without Uglyness There Can Be No Beauty
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Why Am I Emo?
It's New Years Eve.This is sapost to be a happy night, filled with drinking and pot and laughing.So why am I Emo? Nt because of Jason, seeing him made me happy.Maybe I just used our pertend aruments as an excuse.Maybe I need to find a new home.
NO WAIT, INGY'S BACK.....
HOW CAN I BE EMO NOW.
I HAVE TO GO DO DRUKEN STUFF NOW
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9:23 pm
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this year is going to suck.I can tell already.
I hope that when I turn 15 I still don't look like a boy.
current mood: crappy
current music: napleon dynamite
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